Sins

I wrote this a few years ago and ran across it this morning.


You know who you are
We knew it was a mistake
But still I watched
The innocence you take

I can never forget
No matter how hard I try
That night in the car
When the little girl died

After that night
Im no longer the same
Each time I remember
I feel more ashamed

And each time I see you
It all comes back again
The memory of that night
Full of lust and sin

Its been years
And still no one knows
Only me and you
And the emotionless soul

Aaron's Song

In his life of 19 years,
life's been anything but fair,
he's been to hell and back
and the sky pours down his tears.

So he stands out in the pouring rain,
and he looks to the sky and screams,
'cause no one can possibly understand,
the pain that haunts his dreams.

But when Aaron plays his music,
the world seems to melt away,
his troubles seem to disapear,
and only his thoughts remain.

So he writes his beautiful music,
and creates each beautiful note,
a single representation
of the emotions deep in his soul.

Sometimes life proves to be so cruel,
and sometimes we all have to lose,
sometimes life seems to hate us,
and theres nothing we can do.

Dispite his life long tragedies,
he pushes to live on,
his pain is released in his music,
as he continues to write his songs.

And Aaron gets lost in his music,
the songs that he creates,
In a world where only his heart can be heard,
and will one day decide his fate.

But He Came Back Again

This is something I wrote two years ago, but recently it seems appropriate.

They said he was gone for good,
I thought I'd never see him again,
I thought that I would be OK
I thought that I was over him.

My life was running right on track,
I was coming out on top,
Then I got that phone call,
And in an instant my world stopped.

He came back without a warning,
He came back without an explanation of why he left.
He broke his own promise,
and brought back all the pain,
Because I had everything to lose,
and he had everything to gain.

When he left me again without a goodbye,
he promised that time was the last.
I hoped I'd never hear from him,
and could put the memories in my past,
but he came back again.

Now my world is spinning backwards
because God knows how much I missed him,
And I dont know why I keep running back
when I know how the story ends.

I would have been fine if I had never met him,
I would be happier and never alone,
Better times could have been,
but he came back again.

He came back without a warning,
He came back without an explanation of why he left.
He broke his own promise
and he brought back all the pain,
because I had everything to lose,
and he came back again.